Delivered from Demonic Possession and Set Free from Drug Addiction

Alica - Coffs Harbour, Australia

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Hello everyone,

This is my testimony of God’s supreme power and salvation, which I would like to share with you.

At first we thought one of us was playing tricks on the others

I grew up in the countryside in a seemingly happy family. When I was 13 years old we moved into town and from then on my life went downhill. I made a new group of friends and together we tried out everything we wanted to do. In the beginning we started with stealing Dad’s beer and getting drunk in the park, but soon we started doing séances (talking to spirits through an Ouija-board) at birthday parties. At first we thought one of us was playing tricks on the others, only to finally realise that no one was; there really was a spiritual realm! During these times we started to smoke marijuana and hang out with boys who were much older than us.

This spiritual realm enticed me so I looked deeper into it, and watched demonic movies about people being possessed. I wanted to do séances’ by myself and I knew that all I had to do was to invite a spirit. Knowing that this was unsafe, I still went ahead and did it. From this time on I developed into a binge-drinker and “regular-smoker”, spending more time attending parties and drinking sessions than going to school. The group of friends I hung around with would always smoke marijuana at school. Naturally, my grades quickly dropped from A’s to D’s, and soon I was the teachers’ nightmare student. I became an outcast at school. By year 10 I wasn’t learning properly because of my wild ways. Changing schools did not help, and I failed at my new school, too. My family life was shocking. I was loved so much by my parents, but I abused them. At home my sister and I argued with each other and with our parents; by the age of 15 my younger sister had moved out, and I moved out when I was 16.

Having moved out, it didn't take long and I started injecting too

I moved in with my boyfriend. At the time I didn’t realise that I was living in a house full of drug addicts, but within a few months I had tried taking amphetamines; I saw my friend injecting, and of course, having the attitude that I could do anything, I did too. I stayed awake for three days. Life seemed great, even though through sober eyes we were living in squalor.

At 17, I left town to go travelling around Australia. For three years I continued to take drugs, drink, meet strange men, and party. At this time my life really hit an all time low and it was during this period that I made a new friend whom I travelled with for some time. We took drugs and partied together. After a holiday, she came back and told me that she had been baptised as a Christian. I took no notice and continued in my own filthy ways.

I was really scared, but I didn’t know what of

In February 2007, I was working in Melbourne and spending my weekends clubbing and taking drugs. One morning we met some people who gave us free drugs. I didn’t want them, but gave in to the temptation. We stayed up all night. By morning I had severe paranoia. This was common for me when I got high on “speed”, but never with such intensity. I told my friend that I was really scared, but I didn’t know what of. I went into the bathroom. Looking in the bathroom mirror I didn’t recognise myself. I told myself that I needed help, not knowing what was wrong, or who to get help from.

I left the house trying to escape and as I began to think back through recent events, I knew that I was demonically possessed.

After a while I rang my friend who had recently become a Christian. I told her about these manifestations, not knowing if she would believe me or not.

My friend phoned for help and was able to speak with a Christian friend, who gave her advice. She the read scriptures from the Bible to me. MATTHEW 4:23-24 “And Jesus went about all Galilee, teaching in their synagogues, and preaching the gospel of the kingdom, and healing all manner of sickness and all manner of disease among the people. And his fame went throughout all Syria: and they brought unto him all sick people that were taken with divers diseases and torments, and those which were possessed with devils, and those which were lunatic, and those that had the palsy; and he healed them.”

Possessed by now, I knew I needed help

At that point I realised that if there is a devil, there has to be a God. I concluded that only Jesus could free me from this evil spirit, and I needed His help.

The next day, Monday, I wanted to go downtown and look for a church that could help me. My friend wanted to come with me to make sure I was safe, but I didn’t want her to see me like this. So I went alone, thinking that I could contain the spirit. To my horror I couldn’t, and as I walked down the street I started growling and screaming. I tried to hide my face, but onlookers saw this young girl screaming loudly as she hurried down the street. I found a church which was locked, which made me howl even more. I found another, but that was closed too. I went to the little house beside the church and asked for the pastor. Each time I looked at the cross I screamed so loudly. I sat down with the man, told him my story, and tried to read the Bible. It was hard to concentrate and the spirit wasn’t giving up so easily.

Realising there was nothing they could do

I continued screaming and howling so loudly that people on the street could hear me. Two counsellors walking past heard me and came to try and help. Realising there was nothing they could do, they called nurses, who called an ambulance. There was no way I was going to hospital! The police were also called, but I wouldn’t budge. I had grabbed hold of a fence and wouldn’t let go. I told them to ring my friend, and she came to the scene. Together we got into the ambulance and drove off with the sirens blaring. I knew what kind of help I needed, and that I wasn’t going to get it from them.

I was taken to a psychiatric hospital and locked in a cell alone. Nurses and doctors looked at me through the window. It took 6 nurses to inject me with a sedative while I screamed in objection. I pleaded with them not to give me drugs and eventually I collapsed in exhaustion. For four days I was locked up in hospital. My friend came and saw me every day. She told me the only way I would ever get out would be to pretend nothing was wrong. I was able to suppress the spirit for a while, and the doctor labelled me as suffering from a drug-induced psychosis, but I knew that I was possessed.

I was released from hospital, and for another two months I held down a job and hoped the spirit would go away. I went to a Catholic church to get the spirit exorcised from me, but all they did was put oil on my head and say a prayer for me. I knew I was still possessed, and that the priest had got it wrong. One afternoon my friend and I had an argument which led her to leave work early, and I walked home a few hours later. I could feel this thing in my throat. I dropped my head back and screamed as I walked down the highway. I got home and threw myself down on the grass, screaming in pain. I knew that I had to get rid of this thing, so we packed up soon after I got home and left town. We drove right through the state, heading for Coffs Harbour, and made it within a few days.

The the God's light fills you, darkness has no more place

There I met some Christians who had helped my friend and they talked to me about the Word of God. I knew that only Jesus could save me, and I sincerely wanted Him to. I was prepared to give up my life for Him, if He would set me free from this evil spirit. As they preached my head dropped back and I fell into another fit. After many scriptures and questions I couldn’t bear the pain anymore, and just wanted to be baptised and receive the gift of the Holy Spirit as the Bible says in ACTS 2:38 “…Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost.” 

We headed for the beach where I was baptised by full immersion. I pictured myself being filled with light as I was prayed over and I received the Holy Spirit instantly while still in the water. I realised that I was no longer possessed by this evil spirit, but filled with the amazing Spirit of God. I was instantly set free from the bondage and pain. All I could do was smile and praise God for His gift of salvation.

I still thank Him, and praise Him for His power over Satan which has set me free.

He completely forgave my sinful life

I have never had any withdrawal symptoms from drugs, and am now a new creature in Christ. “Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” (2 CORINTHIANS 5:17). Since I have chosen to follow God, He has taught me how to live a clean life. He completely forgave my sinful life, which is why Jesus died. “But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.” (ROMANS 5:8)  

 

I have learnt to trust God with all my heart, and know that through faith in Him I am saved.

Love in Christ,
Alica 

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Comments

Submitted by Anonymous on 2 March, 2014 - 07:24

Can you please help me? I am trying to renew my faith in God our heavenly Father and his Son Jesus Christ. I fear that I have an evil spirit inside of me.

Submitted by Anonymous on 11 March, 2014 - 14:11

Hi there
Praise God that you want to renew your faith, this is the best thing you can do for your soul (as well as continuing to follow Christ) because we are in the last days and we need to get ready to meet God.

First step is to repent of the sins you have committed, anything (and everything) which you know is wrong:
Acts 3:19  Repent ye therefore, and be converted, that your sins may be blotted out, when the times of refreshing shall come from the presence of the Lord;
Luke 13:5  I tell you, Nay: but, except ye repent, ye shall all likewise perish.

Second step is to get baptized so that your sins will be completely washed away:
Acts 2:38  Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost.
Mark 16:16  He that believeth and is baptized shall be saved; but he that believeth not shall be damned.

Thirdly, to begin a full walk with God, you must receive the Holy Ghost:
Acts 1:5  For John truly baptized with water; but ye shall be baptized with the Holy Ghost not many days hence.
Romans 8:9  But ye are not in the flesh, but in the Spirit, if so be that the Spirit of God dwell in you. Now if any man have not the Spirit of Christ, he is none of his.
John 14:16-18 And I will pray the Father, and he shall give you another Comforter, that he may abide with you for ever;Even the Spirit of truth; whom the world cannot receive, because it seeth him not, neither knoweth him: but ye know him; for he dwelleth with you, and shall be in you. I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you.

This is the very first steps to following God, then of course we must seek him daily (by reading the Bible, through prayer which includes praying in tongues), to get to know Him and His will for us. Finding a good church will help you and personally I believe without help from other Christians it can be hard to stay on the narrow way.

I hope this helps you. You can find lots of good information in the BIBLE STUDIES section of this website. Feel free to contact us for more help.
Yours sincerely, Alica

Submitted by Anonymous on 17 February, 2014 - 02:18

Please help pray for me I need deliverance from demonic possession or my soul/mind needs to be healed.

Submitted by Anonymous on 7 April, 2014 - 08:34

HI there.

I have prayed for you and trust that God will answer.

You can contact us directly on this link http://www.cai.org/contact-us and we can speak to you and help where we can. Jesus came to set the captives free and nothing is impossible with Him. He wants to heal you from this powerful evil force, but we have to turn to Him with our whole heart. You can be freed from this and have your sins forgiven too.

With love, Alica

Submitted by Anonymous on 28 October, 2013 - 05:36

I am a 48 year old woman who has been thru so much in her life that its very hard to write something like this and know just where to begin. i read the other testimonies and i cried thru most of them because i want to be filled with the holy sprit more than anything. i want to have that glow that i see in others who have the father in there life and walk in spirit not in the flesh as i have been doing for so long. i have lord over 13 people 6 of them family members in the past 3 years. they died and i foot know he any of them were saved i dont want to go to hell and i feel like i an in hell right now here on earth. been addicted to meth fro 25 years and i have an endless list of sins of which i need to repent for. i have a demon inside of me who somehow gets me to lie. all the time. . even when the truth is much easier to walk in this demon of lies starts the lies all over again. i have hurt someone who i love very much by and with my lies and at times unwittingly ways of twisting the truth. low self esteem-addiction-demons- whatever the reason i turned out like this i know that only god can help me and i felt his presence in my soul this morning more than i ever have. i dropped to my knees and just cried saying out loud Lord please forgive me. i asked him to release me from all this pain and show me a different way the way he wants me to live. i dont want this way anymore i need redeemtion and i feel some peace right now i know he is in me. so my question is where do i go from here? i dont have any friends to speak of accept the one i have hurt so deeply with my forked tongue and double minedness. he is a believer and has taught of more about the lord than anyone in my life i pray the lord brings about the changes in my life starting now that will be able to bring us back together where we can praise him and walk with together in truth and in love. any words or advice would be appreciated thanx so much april-daughter of the one true king.

Submitted by Anonymous on 20 January, 2014 - 23:35

Dear April.

Please forgive me for not replying earlier, I am very sorry.
Firstly , in regards to you wanting to be filled with the Holy Sprirt, this should be our number one desire. God will give His spirit to you if you seek Him for it. When we receive the gift of the Holy Spirit,you are 'born-again'. God says that we must be born-again because flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God (see 1 Corinthians 15:50)
The Word of God tells us that we are MORE than conquerors through Christ, who strengthens us. But we have to walk with God, according to his ways. If we live in the flesh, giving in to the lusts of the flesh, we will not inherit eternal life.
Where do you go now? I suggest that you get back to us, we can contact you privately and help you. Or you can get in touch with a Pentecostal church close to you.Trying to do this on your own will be extremely difficult. You need people around you to help. You need to bind the evil spirit and get it cast out of you. For me personally, the demon left me just before I was baptized. I have never heard of this happening before. You are best off finding a Christian(s) with experience in this.
Begin studying your Bible (or get one). Read from the beginning of the New Testament. God is merciful to all those that call upon His name. He can give you a new start in life.If you have any questions about getting saved, starting a new life with God, scriptures about addictions, you can look in our Bible studies section.
You can be set free from your addictions completely.'The Spirit of the Lord God is upon me... to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives...
I hope this has answered your questions. We are here to help, please don't hesitate to write.
With prayers and much love in Christ, Alica

Submitted by Anonymous on 25 September, 2013 - 07:40

Dear Yoy,

Could you please send us your email address so Alicia can get in touch with you (we will not publish it of course), thanks.

Love in Christ

Harry.

Submitted by Anonymous on 12 September, 2013 - 19:40

please alicia i need your e-mail address. God bless yoy

Submitted by Anonymous on 20 January, 2014 - 21:51

HI SISTER PHIDELIS
I would be very happy to get in touch with you, please send your email address (we will not publish it). If you need help I am here for you.
With love, Alica.

Submitted by Anonymous on 15 July, 2013 - 01:13

My first timeseeing this site, spiritually and mentally stimulating and much needed now. Fightin the Good Fight but not progressing due to substances & adjoing circumstances. From All Soldiers of & for Our Lord & Savior Jesus Christ, I humbly plead for your prayers for a fast return to the flock.

Submitted by Anonymous on 1 August, 2013 - 19:06

Hi Jason,

Where do you live. I am in the Sydney branch of these assemblies:)

Marty

Submitted by Anonymous on 13 July, 2013 - 18:34

Hi,, I just found out that my 23 year old son is doing crystal meth. I have been helping him with money before but after learning about his drug use I have stoped everything. The last few days he lost his job, car, license, place to stay, cell phone and he is broke. I pray that he will hit bottom and return to Christ soon. He accepted Christ and was baptized when he was 15 but after meeting up with old friends he went back to partying, drinking and drugs. Because of early rejection from his father he was often sad and felt bad about himself. Please pray that LK will come to his senses and call out to the Lord soon. Thank you and God Bless you!

Submitted by Anonymous on 14 June, 2013 - 18:15

That was a powerful testimony. I am twenty seven years old an have been addicted to drugs an drinking since I was sixteen. It's like a roller coaster with me. I pray too get away from the drugs than my prayer gets answered and I end up in jail clean for a year. Then I fall back into the same downhill spiral out if control. I have a serous problem with heroin addiction. I've been praying asking for strength too fight off temptation for some time but nothing seems too work. It's like a bad impulse telling me just one more time and I can quit. I lost everything. My career, my vehicles. And almost my family. I have one son and another on the way and I don't want my kids too suffer bucause of me and my drug problems. Please pray for me too find peace and joy in my life and too truly find gods forgiveness and truth. I am just tired of being a slave too my addictions and I am running out if hope

Submitted by Anonymous on 24 July, 2013 - 21:50

Hi Matthew.
I can honestly tell you that you need to be born again, in order to be set free from your addictions and to gain eternal life. The Bible says in John 3: Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God. Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God.
Being born again by the Spirit of God will give you a new life. Without this, you will not be saved and may not be able to get rid of your addictions. We can help you to find God. Just praying is not enough. Please get in touch and we will help you. Jesus said: I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by meJohn 14:6.

Submitted by Anonymous on 8 February, 2013 - 14:32

Please I need help because I feel a very dark evil energy around me its taking control of me all this bad luck/curse been happening since I was very young one time I gotten very angry remembering about my past what Ive been through recently I felt so much wrath rage vengence inside of me I started drawing the star of Satan and writing weird vengence writtings on my wall that I don't mean to , also I have big issues with jealousy , envy , and vanity that I feel like I must be the best and beautiful all the time I have bad luck with men I get to tempted into lust I get isolated when I remember my pain of my past that Im fighting something thats not there and 5 days ago I didnt fall but I felt something pushed me down the staircase of my house almost braking my arm leaving a big scar on my elbow and when someone says one little to me I attack them at that second one time this past summer I was with my ex in his house watching a movie I fell asleep he wanted to push me off the bed for snoring so he tried to punch me but somehow I caught his fist threw him flying across the room started beating him bloody I tried to stop but suddenly I couldnt I wasnt able to stop like something or someone was controlling my body then that day I started looking in his mirror noticing my eyes were rolled up feeling like the walls in his room were closing in on me then I started heading home I started scream and crying for help bc my heart was in terrible pain. I was saved when a white bright light came I was home the next thing until this day I feel darkness and pain towards me. someone help me :/

Submitted by Anonymous on 28 April, 2014 - 21:42

I have replied to Shirley but I didn't hear much back from her. What you have just read here is very real. She wrote in asking for help. If anyone out there has these kind of problems, or knows someone who has, there is help. Jesus Christ can heal us entirely, and wants to. The devil roams about, seeking whom he can devour, but God is stronger. You may not know why such things happen, but they do, all over the world.

GOD OS OUR REFUGE, A VERY PRESENT HELP IN TROUBLE.

I urge you, if you are having troubles like these, turn to God, repent from your sins and get help. Judgement day is fast approaching as we are in the last days. We must get ready to meet out maker.

Submitted by Anonymous on 3 February, 2013 - 07:03

May we be faithful in the days among us with so much to do.

Submitted by Anonymous on 14 October, 2012 - 11:07

My son who is 28 yrs old has been addicted to meth for 12 years. He has been to detention centers, boot camp, rehab and is now in jail again waiting for his sentence. I have seen this terrible dark side to him for a long time that I thought was caused by the meth but now its making sense that its demonic. I had a dream the other night that I had my son by the shoulders and was confronting a demon and now I'm reading all this. Please PRAY that he surrender his life to Jesus Christ. He has 3 beautiful children and my heart is broken.

Submitted by Anonymous on 26 April, 2013 - 23:06

I would like to let you lnow I have been through this. I would like to suggest to send in a preacher to see him and read the bible to him. He needs to be baptised to receive the Holy Spirit of God into his physical body, mind, heart, soul and Spirit. Second he will need to, ask for Gods forgiveness and to repent for his sins. Once he starts telling God how he is sorry for the many things he has done that was influenced by evil in his life, God will come in fully and start working with him. God works on renewing the mind, heart, body, soul and spirit. God will remove demons from your sons body.

To give you an explaination of the possession issue is like this: Demons like to attach themselves onto people because they crave so many desires. Demons are unhappy, lonely and they seek to fill thier own voids by steeling from people. So they seek a host thinking they can live again through a body. Of course they are evil and are beyond insane. Somehow your son invited them into his life. They have strongholds on him. Your son is not evil. It is that he went through something painful and wanted something to fill in that void or that depression. He sot for something outside of him self instead of asking for Jesus Christ's help. Sometimes we all do that at in some point in our lives.
So you are dealing with the demons. i believe he is dealing with more than one demon. That is not your son doing those daily activities. When do an individual gives permission for demons to take over thier lives they are so blinded that they cannot decern what is right and wrong even if it looks good in a pretty package with thier name written all over it. Demons first attack the mind. They love to play mind control games. It is hard to see straight when they do that. They will ride you to the ground. They do this the tire you so you are exhausted daily. They weaken you so their attacks are more expedient. They mess with you during sleeping hours to.

I think your son will come through. He will get to the point that he will start to see that that is not the real him doing those evil things. God made us and Gave us rights and gifts so that we will always come back to him even in our darkest days. Firstly your son needs to be clean. His body needs to be detoxed completely. No more drugs and alcolhol. He will become stronger. His body will heal and his mind will be clearer and sharper. His memory will return. He will start remembering things he did and will realize that it was not really him that did those things in the past. He will start to see and remember how those demons were invited in. He will start to come to the realization that the demons need to leave in the name of Jesus Christ. As him to start reading they bible. Those demons will growl and get angry but the bible is good medicine. He might use difficulty reading it but it will be good for him. He needs to know his divine rights , who he really is , and his gifts from the Holy Spirit. All of that is written in the bible and makes a difference to see proof of that truth. If he has never learned or known those things before he will learn them now and he will cry. Because that is what he has been searching of all his life to fill that void.

Submitted by Anonymous on 9 May, 2012 - 02:49
I too am completely exhausted from addiction to cigarettes, I pray and pray for freedom from this insidious sin, I am exhausted and believe that Jesus died for me and I can't do this anymore, 10 years of trying to repent and each time I turn again to sin, I pray and pray and also beg for help, wisdom, freedom, grace and still battling this everyday. Please help me.

Submitted by Anonymous on 20 January, 2014 - 21:54

Hi Diane.

If I can be of any help to you, please let me know. I would love to help and know that God wants the best for you and to heal you of every sin.

Submitted by Anonymous on 1 May, 2012 - 06:36
is there any way i can talk to alicia? i am dealing with demonic spirit too inside of me and i need help to get him out

Submitted by Anonymous on 18 March, 2013 - 22:57

To help someone close.to me.thanking you in advance.

Submitted by Anonymous on 14 March, 2012 - 03:16
Drugged & Delivered I was once living in a world of drugs Smoking and drinking not caring who I was The devil had my life and a good hold on me I was fighting a battle that I just couldn't see I smoked all day and I smoked all night I prayed when I finished because I knew it wasn't right But soon as I got money I started again Not realizing I was lost in sin I still prayed to the Lord Jesus Christ Praying that the Lord would change my life It felt like my family turned their backs on me And my children's dad he just let me be So I stayed away doing my thing Smoking and drinking every day the same I lost everything that I ever had My life started to look really bad But one day the Lord had mercy on me He answered my prayers and he set me free I'm filled with the Holy Ghost and speaking in tongues and now have the powers to make that dirty old devil run Poetry by: Marlene Adderison-Aaron

Submitted by Anonymous on 21 January, 2012 - 04:32
HI Shinna I will pray for you . Before you wrote your need for help Jesus knew , is willing and can set you free . I just want to say that often one thing we need is good friends to be by our side , or a new friend to meet for the first time who will give strength when we need it most .God Bless you . Write back so many here can help support you in prayer. Never give up !

Submitted by Anonymous on 21 January, 2012 - 23:25
Hi Shinna My husband and I have prayed for you, believing God, that He will answer. It is written in the Bible, Therefore I say unto you, What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them. Mark 11:24 It also says in Matthew 8:16, When the even was come, they brought unto him (JESUS) many that were possessed with devils: and he cast out the spirits with his word, and healed all that were sick. Click on these links to find out more about the Bible, words which Jesus spoke, that can set you free from your addiction: http://www.cai.org/bible-studies/jesus-wants-heal-you I really pray that you turn to God, that He may set you free. The only way I found, to give up drugs was through the power of God. You probably read in my story that once I decided to follow God and was baptized, I was completely set free. That was because after I was baptized under water, I was prayed for and received the Holy Spirit from God. It is written: But ye shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you. This power breaks addictions as if they were nothing. Here is another link where you can find out about the Holy Spirit. http://www.cai.org/bible-studies/what-bible-says-about-holy-spirit Now the Lord is that Spirit: and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty. 2 Corinthians 3:17 May you be set free through the power of God. Yours sincerely, Alica

Submitted by Anonymous on 28 November, 2011 - 02:54
I am looking to help drug addicts and or anyone who needs to be set free by The Lord Jesus Christ . Your open testimony tells a very true story of a very real world of demons and demonic manifestations in life .But Jesus is the answer and there is real power available by faith to every christian to set others free or be set free yourself .Because NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE WITH GOD . In my own case I needed to be set free from a demon which afflicted me with fits . The medical world called it epilepsy . But through faith in Gods Word and the power of the Holy Spirit I have been free for the last 4 years and will continue to be free . About demons and the devil the bible clearly quotes this truth " GREATER IS HE ( THATS JESUS) WHO IS IN YOU THAN HE ( THATS THE DEVIL ) WHO IS IN THE WORLD . A quick practical prayer for anyone needing help is to speak out loud against any demon IN THE NAME OF JESUS LEAVE ME . Then seek further help and of course salvation .

Submitted by Anonymous on 26 April, 2015 - 23:17

I have been fighting with demons all my life (manifested throiugh drugs and alcohol) I have been in and out of AA for 30 years, been to various treatment centres, churches, and in and out of AA for years, praying fervently and asking God to remove the compulsion, obsession and worked the 12 steps and helped many people along the way. I have confessed my sins earnestly and then out of now where its like something takes over my mind (a demon takes over ) I have lost family, friends, jobs and hurt many people along the way. Why doesn't God remove it from me like He has for so many others? I'm afraid that God is using me as an example...I feel I am destined to die so that others can live. I'm tired of breaking so many hearts that have so much faith in me. I really need a miracle, please pray for me.

Submitted by Anonymous on 2 March, 2012 - 03:26
I will pray for you all . Nothing is impossible with God

Submitted by Anonymous on 21 October, 2012 - 13:34

please pray for my friend jewell who needs delivered from drugs, lies, twisting the truth, not receiving the truth, stealing, abusive behavior there is so much that it would be almost impossible to write it all down and i have tried to help but i have a 8yr old who is scared of her all she wants to do is argue and tries to get into a confrontation so the other will leave and then she can sell all there stuff, she is so greaty and can't see any of her faults to her it's everyone else and she is an angel please help her be delivered and see her self and except it so she may change, amen

Submitted by Anonymous on 1 March, 2012 - 07:41
please pray for my husbands addiction. We have 5 kids and it's tearing our family apart. I have fasted and prayed

Submitted by Anonymous on 18 January, 2012 - 14:00
I need serious prayer over addiction! Thank you

Submitted by Anonymous on 19 November, 2011 - 00:02
Thank you for sharing your testimony! This places the spotlight on Jesus Christ, and gives hope in His name to many. God be praised. Continue to share what He does in and through you!

Submitted by Anonymous on 11 October, 2010 - 08:35
I could only focus on the video as I will not be able to concentrate on reading. I have just within the last hour or so realized that I am suffering with a very demonic problem, and have been from a very young age. I was abused since 4 years old and shortly after that I started seeing spirit activity. Long story short, I got sucked into incest and other grim stuff. Mental problems from young age, eating disorders since just after abuse started. Drink and drugs started at around 14 and also had been introduced to runestones and ouija boards. Things progressed from there really, including very promiscuous homosexuality for many years. I am 34 years old now. The occult turned real nasty last December and renounced it to accept Christ. 6 nights later I sliced my wrist several times and took a huge overdose. Jesus stopped me dying, but I continued in sin. I do still see the Lord looking after me but I have still many issues with demonic activity and people from the occult just gravitate to me and "do their stuff." I am encouraged to see your testimony and I know I will be alright, but I feel so scared when I think of deliverence ministry. I went to check out a new church today and was so looking forward to it, but when I was there I felt so scared. I know I am going to be saved because a monk I met who is Abbot of a monastery told me today that he used to work in deliverence ministry, even before I realized the extent of my problem. It is a serious one and now I know I am going to be saved I think the spirits are kicking off because I am feeling terrified just sat in my room. But your testimony has given me hope. I did accept Christ, but I was not baptized yet and I so long to be. The Lord has done so much for me but I can't break free yet. Please pray for me.

Submitted by Anonymous on 8 January, 2012 - 22:20

I admire everyone of you who come forward with your testimony. I, too, have been possessed off and on by demonic spirits. Mine started around age 11, it seems puberty triggered a lot of things. I suffered from incest and molestation as well but buried it deep inside and realize now I have been running from the pain of facing the truth. I have had sex with many men starting at age 12 (not including the incest of course). I married at 19, 4 mths pregnant with my son, now 14. We divorced when I was 21.

During our marriage I started having worse night terrors than ever. I had always had them and woke up as a kid screaming, sweating and scared to death of my family, not knowing who they were. In the night terrors after marriage I always saw a man, normally he was trying to kill me. I saw a man (demons every time I know now) standing over me with a curtain rod shaped like a leaf on the end with a sharp tip about to stab me, a "man" about to close a casket lid on me and many, many others. Around this time I started dressing more provocatively and every friday nite would go out to a club with my friends. After my divorce I started partying as much as possible, even though I had this precious lil boy at home who wanted me there instead.

I thought I was okay b/c I didnt drink or smoke in my house or in front of him. I have sooo much guilt about those years. Well I was going downhill until I became pregnant again, this time by a guy I thought was "the one." He flipped out when I got preggo and vamped. I learned I was having twin girls and was ecstatic. The entire pregnancy I was taking things I knew I shouldnt but never drank liquor, beer, smoked cigs or grass, or took illegal drugs. B y the grace of God my girls were born on april 8, 2003 healthy. Small, premmie but healthy. They came home the day before easter and I had to feed each one every 3 hrs plus their monitors (heart) would go off accidentally constantly. Then there was my son, 5 at this time.

I had no time for him and it killed me. By the 2nd day home I was in tears, all I could say was God Help Me. I had been raised in Church but never was explained anything about God, Jesus, the Bible or anything. I didn't understand it. So this was my first time turning to God. For 2 days I cried out and was in total darkness, sooo depressed. I knew I could not do this and needed help. A friend called and wanted me to meet a couple who could not have kids and wanted to adopt. Long story short, I met them, they babysat for me and I knew they were meant to be my daughters' parents.

I signed my babies over on May 7. The girls were 1 month old (almost). My parents got pissed and turned their backs on me. I was alone doing this but as I told the judge when he asked if I am sure of my decision ~ "If I don't I am afraid I will be going against God's Will." Suddenly I knew this God I had heard about. Everything changed after that. I had different desires. I only went to a club one time since then and walked out soon after b/c it just didn't feel right anymore. No fun, just boring and sad really. I was doing good, getting on my feet. Finally had another apartment for my son and myself in my own name and a good job at a hospital. Along came another "prince charming". My gut told me not to give him the time of day but I had to find out the hard way.

This guy was the straw that broke the camel's back. To sum it up, I ended up pregnant and married him in Oct. 06. Kaylee was born on June 14. Gary was very abusive, mentally to myself and my son, and physically to me. I gave him time to "change" but realized he was a stumbling block from Satan. ANY TIME you stumble and fall KNOW the breakthrough from God is SOOOO CLOSE! I am now going to outpatient rehab and a methadone clinic to free myself from drug addiction, have severe physical probs, have lost almost all my hair and 40 lbs (not from drugs or not eating b/c I eat like a pig) and oh yeah I live with my parents who can't stand the sight of me anymore. My mom calls me names (liar, loser, etc.) but she did that when I was a kid, too. I was a "slut" in her eyes as a teen.

I know this is all to strengthen me and prepare me for what God has for me to do. I am struggling and I have no doubt I have demons within me. I see shadows, hear things, my daughter hates hearing about Jesus and screams when I play my Christian music in the car, oh my mom's car, mine is broke down! I am dying and I know it is from the demon. MY whole point of this long story is don't give up and always trust your gut ~ normally it is God's way of tugging at your heart.

Many people think it is about what others think and how often you go to church. But it is about your relationship with God. It is a personal relationship. You had a dad that brought you into this world physically and may have raised you, but his job was just to get you here so that you can meet your REAL Father. Keep the Faith and know the blessing is right around the corner whenever the jackass is attacking.

I can almost taste the breakthru I need but I have to overcome these obstacles first. I brought all this on myself by not listening to God. I hope to in the end be able to help others with addiction, self esteem, single parenting, adoption and how it is the right thing to do in many situations. Btw, I am in touch with my daughters. They have such a good life and know God already. They are 8 and living in N.C. They have an angel raising them and I am forever thankful for that. One reason I wanna get it together, not just my kids here with me, but them.

I dont want them to say "Wow our mom is a real trainwreck." I look forward to meeting them and them meeting their brother and sister someday. Oh and my parents eventually admitted I did the right thing by giving them up. Never slack on reading your bible and prayer. Even if you are driving down the road, just say "God forgive me for my sins. Thank you for everything and for Jesus. What can I do for you today? In Jesus' name. Amen." God bless...

Submitted by Anonymous on 8 February, 2012 - 13:56
I am glad that you shared your story and I hope that you feel that you have been completely set free from the oppresive spirit that was tormenting you. The Bible says, "Greater is He (God's Spirit) that is in you, than he ( the evil spirit) that is in the world. When you have accepted Jesus Christ as savior of your life then the very spirit of God that raised Jesus from the dead will live ont he inside of you and help you conquer anything that comes against you. Having gone through such abuse as a child, some good counseling is also important. You can meet witha pastor and get involved with a good Church that believes in Jesus and His power. I know that giving up your twins must have been hard, but what a great decision it was for them to be raised by a good Christian family when you were not able to provide for them. That was a decision that you made out of love for them. I will be praying for you and if you want to chat by email, you can send me a message. Sincerely, a Friend in Christ Kara :o) kara.copes@gmail.com

Submitted by Anonymous on 20 October, 2010 - 08:48
Hi Steve, we'd love to help you and tried to write you an email but unfortunately the email address you left didn't work. If you see this again please contact us via our contact page and we'll help you - Jesus Christ IS stronger than anything that is attacking you. "For the kingdom of God is not in word, but in power." - 1 Corinthians 4:20. - Fletch (Christian Assemblies International).

Submitted by Anonymous on 15 September, 2010 - 03:31
Thank for you testimony. God bless you.

Submitted by Anonymous on 4 August, 2010 - 02:09
that was a great testimony. really i admire you for sharing that changes that happen into your life.me to is was into bad deeds before but when i came to know Christ everything changes in my life. i am happy for you..continue that way and spread the word of the LORD..by the way i am vhin one of the technical support you spoke to when you called in regarding your modem to be configured remember i provided you your password and username and you spoke to my supervisor....by the way are you married already???

Submitted by Anonymous on 6 June, 2010 - 08:46
Well praise the Lord. That was a beautiful testimony, and it is wonderful to hear people getting delivered through the power of Jesus Christ. Keep on praying and believing, God bless

Submitted by Anonymous on 14 March, 2012 - 03:18
Drugged and Delivered I was once living in a world of drugs Smoking and drinking not caring who I was The devil had my life and a good hold on me I was fighting a battle that I just couldn't see I smoked all day and I smoked all night I prayed when I finished because I knew it wasn't right But soon as I got money I started again Not realizing I was lost in sin I still prayed to the Lord Jesus Christ Praying that the Lord would change my life It felt like my family turned their backs on me And my children's dad he just let me be So I stayed away doing my thing Smoking and drinking every day the same I lost everything that I ever had My life started to look really bad But one day the Lord had mercy on me He answered my prayers and he set me free I'm filled with the Holy Ghost and speaking in tongues and now have the powers to make that dirty old devil run. Poetry by: Marlene Adderison-Aaron

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