Delivered from Demonic Possession and Set Free from Drug Addiction

Alica - Coffs Harbour, Australia

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Hello everyone,

This is my testimony of God’s supreme power and salvation, which I would like to share with you.

At first we thought one of us was playing tricks on the others

I grew up in the countryside in a seemingly happy family. When I was 13 years old we moved into town and from then on my life went downhill. I made a new group of friends and together we tried out everything we wanted to do. In the beginning we started with stealing Dad’s beer and getting drunk in the park, but soon we started doing séances (talking to spirits through an Ouija-board) at birthday parties. At first we thought one of us was playing tricks on the others, only to finally realise that no one was; there really was a spiritual realm! During these times we started to smoke marijuana and hang out with boys who were much older than us.

This spiritual realm enticed me so I looked deeper into it, and watched demonic movies about people being possessed. I wanted to do séances’ by myself and I knew that all I had to do was to invite a spirit. Knowing that this was unsafe, I still went ahead and did it. From this time on I developed into a binge-drinker and “regular-smoker”, spending more time attending parties and drinking sessions than going to school. The group of friends I hung around with would always smoke marijuana at school. Naturally, my grades quickly dropped from A’s to D’s, and soon I was the teachers’ nightmare student. I became an outcast at school. By year 10 I wasn’t learning properly because of my wild ways. Changing schools did not help, and I failed at my new school, too. My family life was shocking. I was loved so much by my parents, but I abused them. At home my sister and I argued with each other and with our parents; by the age of 15 my younger sister had moved out, and I moved out when I was 16.

Having moved out, it didn't take long and I started injecting too

I moved in with my boyfriend. At the time I didn’t realise that I was living in a house full of drug addicts, but within a few months I had tried taking amphetamines; I saw my friend injecting, and of course, having the attitude that I could do anything, I did too. I stayed awake for three days. Life seemed great, even though through sober eyes we were living in squalor.

At 17, I left town to go travelling around Australia. For three years I continued to take drugs, drink, meet strange men, and party. At this time my life really hit an all time low and it was during this period that I made a new friend whom I travelled with for some time. We took drugs and partied together. After a holiday, she came back and told me that she had been baptised as a Christian. I took no notice and continued in my own filthy ways.

I was really scared, but I didn’t know what of

In February 2007, I was working in Melbourne and spending my weekends clubbing and taking drugs. One morning we met some people who gave us free drugs. I didn’t want them, but gave in to the temptation. We stayed up all night. By morning I had severe paranoia. This was common for me when I got high on “speed”, but never with such intensity. I told my friend that I was really scared, but I didn’t know what of. I went into the bathroom. Looking in the bathroom mirror I didn’t recognise myself. I told myself that I needed help, not knowing what was wrong, or who to get help from.

I left the house trying to escape and as I began to think back through recent events, I knew that I was demonically possessed.

After a while I rang my friend who had recently become a Christian. I told her about these manifestations, not knowing if she would believe me or not.

My friend phoned for help and was able to speak with a Christian friend, who gave her advice. She then read scriptures from the Bible to me. MATTHEW 4:23-24 “And Jesus went about all Galilee, teaching in their synagogues, and preaching the gospel of the kingdom, and healing all manner of sickness and all manner of disease among the people. And his fame went throughout all Syria: and they brought unto him all sick people that were taken with divers diseases and torments, and those which were possessed with devils, and those which were lunatic, and those that had the palsy; and he healed them.”

Possessed by now, I knew I needed help

At that point I realised that if there is a devil, there has to be a God. I concluded that only Jesus could free me from this evil spirit, and I needed His help.

The next day, Monday, I wanted to go downtown and look for a church that could help me. My friend wanted to come with me to make sure I was safe, but I didn’t want her to see me like this. So I went alone, thinking that I could contain the spirit. To my horror I couldn’t, and as I walked down the street I started growling and screaming. I tried to hide my face, but onlookers saw this young girl screaming loudly as she hurried down the street. I found a church which was locked, which made me howl even more. I found another, but that was closed too. I went to the little house beside the church and asked for the pastor. Each time I looked at the cross I screamed so loudly. I sat down with the man, told him my story, and tried to read the Bible. It was hard to concentrate and the spirit wasn’t giving up so easily.

Realising there was nothing they could do

I continued screaming and howling so loudly that people on the street could hear me. Two counsellors walking past heard me and came to try and help. Realising there was nothing they could do, they called nurses, who called an ambulance. There was no way I was going to hospital! The police were also called, but I wouldn’t budge. I had grabbed hold of a fence and wouldn’t let go. I told them to ring my friend, and she came to the scene. Together we got into the ambulance and drove off with the sirens blaring. I knew what kind of help I needed, and that I wasn’t going to get it from them.

I was taken to a psychiatric hospital and locked in a cell alone. Nurses and doctors looked at me through the window. It took 6 nurses to inject me with a sedative while I screamed in objection. I pleaded with them not to give me drugs and eventually I collapsed in exhaustion. For four days I was locked up in hospital. My friend came and saw me every day. She told me the only way I would ever get out would be to pretend nothing was wrong. I was able to suppress the spirit for a while, and the doctor labelled me as suffering from a drug-induced psychosis, but I knew that I was possessed.

I was released from hospital, and for another two months I held down a job and hoped the spirit would go away. I went to a Catholic church to get the spirit exorcised from me, but all they did was put oil on my head and say a prayer for me. I knew I was still possessed, and that the priest had got it wrong. One afternoon my friend and I had an argument which led her to leave work early, and I walked home a few hours later. I could feel this thing in my throat. I dropped my head back and screamed as I walked down the highway. I got home and threw myself down on the grass, screaming in pain. I knew that I had to get rid of this thing, so we packed up soon after I got home and left town. We drove right through the state, heading for Coffs Harbour, and made it within a few days.

When God's light fills you, darkness has no more place

There I met some Christians who had helped my friend and they talked to me about the Word of God. I knew that only Jesus could save me, and I sincerely wanted Him to. I was prepared to give up my life for Him, if He would set me free from this evil spirit. As they preached my head dropped back and I fell into another fit. After many scriptures and questions I couldn’t bear the pain anymore, and just wanted to be baptised and receive the gift of the Holy Spirit as the Bible says in ACTS 2:38 “…Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost.” 

We headed for the beach where I was baptised by full immersion. I pictured myself being filled with light as I was prayed over and I received the Holy Spirit instantly while still in the water. I realised that I was no longer possessed by this evil spirit, but filled with the amazing Spirit of God. I was instantly set free from the bondage and pain. All I could do was smile and praise God for His gift of salvation.

I still thank Him, and praise Him for His power over Satan which has set me free.

He completely forgave my sinful life

I have never had any withdrawal symptoms from drugs, and am now a new creature in Christ. “Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” (2 CORINTHIANS 5:17). Since I have chosen to follow God, He has taught me how to live a clean life. He completely forgave my sinful life, which is why Jesus died. “But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.” (ROMANS 5:8)  


I have learnt to trust God with all my heart, and know that through faith in Him I am saved.

Love in Christ,


I have a grandson. 18 year old who is on drugs. Please pray for him his name is Josiah.. such a powerful testimony.

Isaiah 26:12-14 New King James Version (NKJV)
12 Lord, You will establish peace for us,
For You have also done all our works [a]in us.
13 O Lord our God, masters besides You
Have had dominion over us;
But by You only we make mention of Your name.
14 They are dead, they will not live;
They are deceased, they will not rise.
Therefore You have punished and destroyed them,
And made all their memory to perish.

PERSONALLY, I made my home as unuseful for being in bondage as can be. Its now my practice to tape HIS written verses on the walls by the sink in the kitchen and in my bathroom. Pictures of even "closed bird cages" I tossed them... Maybe not demonic but my life was lived like I was inside the cage, so it went. NOW Most walls have scriptures either bought or from old calendars that are used to make my home both spiritually clean and a comfortable place for me but not so comfy for the enemies of the TRUTH. I speak HIS WORD often and its helped too. Many others things, but IF you just DO NOT QUIT, you win! devils are created by the GOD Whose son JESUS name you make them to obey. IF they resist, your not thru. Ask GOD, now what? He may lead you to the gap of open video games in your sons room?? HE is your answer and man is not always the HELP you would like him to be. JESUS is totally about your FREEDOM from the ENEMY that HE came to FREE you from! It may take a few days of less than peace, but rest and DO NOT QUIT! devils lose! JESUS is KING OF ALL! Humble in heart, mind and spirit, knowing your sin is the reason and ready to ask GOD to forgive you and even all your ancestors who also were in the same demon service sin that you find is torment to you... and broken in spirit knowing JESUS is the only answer and asking him for your next clue is as effective as I have found. ALSO, Some gospel verses say the demons left in that VERY HOUR.... Soo, if they play the not going game... keep the faith...they are going and a lie falls to bow and obey TRUTH, your next hour is their last one to be your problem... OFTEN the demons push to find your point of giving up... Then they'll take you there every time you go to oust them. GIVE UP NEVER! Rest, seek from God a better angle, then HIT them again. They are more scary in the spiritual unknown than their power can truly SUSTAIN! IF fear is not able to keep you down, they LOST the game. Deception is their only power! THe MORE WORD OF GOD you read the easier it gets to spot a sign any evil before it can gain any powerful footing. THE WORD! ITS THE DECEPTION KILLER! JESUS is so awesome! Psalm 118 is a nice reminder of our LORD's ways and your freedom to praise Him the MERCY HE has for you endures forever!

Thank you for your testimony. I have cancer and am fighting satan. I have been a christian since I was 8 but I am a sinner and I need the Lord Jesus and the Holy Spirit to once again have dominion in my physical body. I pray for this devil cancer to be gone! I know it is up to me to do this, as the Holy Spirit is guiding me. I have been serving two masters and I am sorry. I will obey and be born again through the blood of Jesus. I am broken. And without excuse. God save me! The devil is a trickster and speaks to my flesh. I will be baptized again in the name of our Lord His blood he shed for us. God bless you and your mission. Blessings to you and all you love. Love never fails. Amen.

Please pray for me and my deliverance. Thanks for this testimony. I am a bible believing soul. I want to walk like it and live totally in His will. Thanks

Thank you so much for your post, I believe I am possesed, I have lost all and that still is not enough damage for me, no I am in the Philippines, in living conditions that are not much above vagrant living standards in kelowna British Columbia, I am a sex/drug addict, I could not stop for anything, not my beautiful wife Elena, my wonderful children Angelina and Daniel, we achieved so much in a short period in Cochrane, Alberta, Canada but the drugs and sex enslaved me.

Now stranded in the Philippines, I seek some resolve. I worry the demons within want to keep me from having any opportunity to a free eternal life. I have not had much in live and only searched for sex and drugs to fill the void. I am an unwanted son, a brother, a husband and father. Aside from the wonderful woman, who is trying to comfort me, I am more a burden than anything else to her.

I beg for the Lord's forgiveness and fear I might not be able to find someone to help me exorcise the demons, which us tearing me apart. Not only do I not want to die alone but I do not want to carry on in hell afterward. I was kicked out when I was 16 and lived through nearly 50 years of hell due to a horrific upbringing and then eventual addiction. I seem to be doomed and to continue down a path of deconstruction and that is not what I want.

Thank you, God bless you all, forgive me,

Gregory A. N., formerly of Cochrane Alberta Canada

John 3:16

Praying for deliverance for you. Reach out to God. Ask for Him to deliver you.

Hi, I am possessed of 4 demons. I used be a homosexual. And I used to smoke a lot of marijuana. And I used to drink a lot of alcohol. But I have since given my life over to Christ. I gave up everything in my old life to follow Jesus. However, I cannot seem to get rid of these demons. They torment me from time to time. They give me sexual dreams. They interrupt my sleep always. I have gone through many demonic attacks. I am a firm beliver in Jesus Christ. I have accepted him as my savior. I have been to many different people for help. Some have tried to cast them out. But they do not leave. I don't know what is keeping them here. I have thought of suicide many times. I need help.

Don't commit suicide please. Find a full Gospel church and attend it and really commit your life to God, by caring for others whenever you can. Have you received the Holy Spirit yet? If not study things on this website about it. The demons You believe you have are Not more powerful then God. Pray and forget about them. Be strong and ask God to rid them of your life and ask for prayer at your new church. Don't stop asking. Also, ask the Holy Spirt to come in and give you the power of speaking in tongues. If the church you chose doesn't believe in that, change churches. I quit going to church for many years, but after several tries I finally found one that preaches the full Gospel. The power of the Holy Spirit is present and that is amazing. So keep looking. The Lord will lead you to the right one if you only ask. God Bless You.

You mentioned believing in Jesus, but nothing about the Holy Spirit, our only hope is being baptised not just in water, but in the Holy Spirit and you will know this by speaking in tongues. The Holy Spirit was sent to us when Jesus went to Heaven. He is meant to guide us and be our comforter. You should be so proud of asking for help and changing your life. Jesus is always the answer. Pray and never stop, God answers our cries for help.

Please Pray for my needs, I have this pain in my body and it have prayed for it many times.I still trust Gods healing.Please also pray for it.

Hi, It may be good to pray and plead Lord Jesus' blood over others too, like those on this site. You can also bind the demons in Lord Jesus' name, forbid them to harm you in any way shape or form, physically, mentally and spiritually and forbid them from ever entering you body ever again. It has to all be done in Lord Jesus' name. I hope it helps, it has helped me... Lots of love, God bless you

I have an ex girlfriend from many years ago that I have recently had contact with and we are friends only now. I do care for her and love her and seeing her revived some long forgotten memories. She had been drug addicted before we met and had spent time in a mental hospital due to it. Things were great for us the first few months. I remember her slowly changing and she began using drugs again. I didn't know what to do to help her and I just kept losing this girl I love as time passed. One night she was sound asleep in bed and I started to pray for her. I am by no stretch one that prays often or goes to church. But I truly asked Jesus to rid her of her troubles. I did not speak out loud, I didnt make a sound,I think its the only time in my life that I truly have prayed. I kept asking Jesus to help her over and over and then she turned her head toward me but didn't look directly at me and she spoke a few words that I could not understand. I would guess the words totaled around 20 syllables and they were not the English language,or Spanish, or german, or anything like that. If I had to guess I would say it sounded like Hebrew or middle eastern. It was not gibberish, she said something! It was her voice but it was different sounding than normal. She does not speak anything but English and a little Spanish so It kinda freaked me out back then. After she said the words, she turned her head back and appeared to be sleeping as if nothing had happened. She did not remember any of it the next day and it caused more trouble between us so I just dropped it. Within the next two weeks we were apart and a couple weeks after that she was in a mental Hospital again. I was young and had to move on with my life so that's when we lost contact. After 17 years we are talking again. Do you think maybe she was truly possessed by an evil spirit that told me to back off when I was praying for her. Is that whats called speaking in tongues? If so she may still be possessed by that spirit and what should I do to help her. I am older now and would not be so easily freaked out but I am still worried I might make this spirit mad and thus it would take it out on her. This girl was so kind and sweet before the drugs and stuff. should I try to see if she would be willing to be Babtised and I would be also. would that do it to get rid of the spirit? We haven't talked enough yet for me to even really know how she's doing but I know some of her troubles have continued thru the years.

Hi, ive been walking with Jesus for a while now and i feel compelled to respond to your message.
Deamons are everywhere where God is being disregaurded, youre either a slave of Jesus or a slave of Satan; this was a very important lesson for me growing up.
You see, in order to obtain freedom and victory in Christ you have to accept Him, believe in Him and obey Him, Paul wrote: Those who obey the Lord will suffer nothing from deamons.
All problems are spiritual and the result of giving into temptation and deception.

deamons gain control everytime you sin and carry on, after extended periods of time this will turn into spiritual torment and you will feel frustrated with no cause or solution whatsoever.
the solution is not for a priest to do a power encounter and to perform an exorcism, rather one just have to know the truth in order to be set free, truth and prayer will diminish any demonic strongholds upon your life in divine timing, the truth will liberate you

the truth will set you free
the truth can be found in God's Word which is the Bible.
your happiness, peace, intelligence, wisdom, joy and strength is dependable upon your knowledge of the truth

you will be able to deal with your problems effectively and sustainably.

God loves you and he chose you and you not Him ;)
thank you for sharing your testimony
i hope this information sets you right.
thank you may God bless you with understanding

You need to find a full Gospel church in your area that believes in speaking in tongues. You need to repent and get saved. Ask the Lord to give you a new, clean heart and His Holy Spirit. After you have done that, ask her if she would like to go to church with you, and keep praying for her. The only way to be truly healed is through Christ. He is the Great Healer. He Will save you and her if you ask. God Bless You.

Psalm 51:10-13  'Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me. Cast me not away from thy presence; and take not thy holy spirit from me. Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation; and uphold me with thy free spirit. Then will I teach transgressors thy ways; and sinners shall be converted unto thee.'

I come from a culture that does shamanism so i am very well versed in spirits, demons, posession as my people have been tormented from demons for centuries. i gor saved 6 years ago and will never go back to my roots. Jesus saved me from depression. i want to tell you that the first thing you must do is get your life right with God before you can think of helping her.... repent of your sins, receive Jesus as Lord of your life, get baptize and join a Bible believing church to grow, fellowship and worship God. read the Bible, study it, live it, breath it..-! the Bible is our guide to life..!!!!!! first thing i did when i got saved was get my very first Bible and read read read... transformed my life. once you have built a close relationship with God-Jesus Christ... then and obly then will you have the discernment to know how to help her. God bless

Anonymous - Ex Girlfriend
I just wanted to comment because I can relate to your story, I lost my love of my life due to drugs. Thank God I was never into drugs, I rarely drink nonetheless smoke. My ex whom I still care for deeply I have not seen for over a year. I miss him sometimes. I have become stronger in my faith and I trust Jesus, it's not an easy road to follow God, but I know he is a loyal friend. I think you should talk to a pastor someone that you can trust from a Christian church. Demon possession is something serious. I know the devil is real I had a few encounters and it had to do with my ex. They will fight with teeth and nails. I wish you the best and that God has mercy over your ex.

I can't believe the numbers of humans involved with/deceived by evil spirits. Some of the stories here are heart breaking. I pray, Jesus please save these lost and tormented souls. Drugs & alcoholism are a destination to disaster, please open the eyes of the youth and your children to be educated and educate others about the dangers and be strong in their heart to resist...

Greetings. I am sick of it. Satan's demons have plaques me for my whole​life. I was harassed by a 7 ft tall fallen angel when I was a little boy. It was a hooded monster that came out of the mirror and through me into fits. I am a drug addict who takes drugs to stop the pain of this world.God called me to ministry while I was in prison. I am quite close to the Lord and I have the Holy Spirit and can speak in tongues. I'm extremely addicted to everything that makes life go away. I know that I am oppressed. I have never been fully submerged. I have very Awesome gifts from God... I have delivered men from demons while in prison. These spirits hate me and I hate them. I HATE SATAN! I will never forgive him for the pain he has caused me and mine! I am on Methamphetamine right now. I'm done with it! I feel His strength flowing through my being. Satan is trying so hard to change my mind but I'm not changing it. I am tired of the lies and pain. This is the last time I will ever use drugs. I know that in my heart. May Grace and Peace be with you and yours.

Colossians: 2. 9. For in him dwelleth all the fulness of the Godhead bodily. 10. And ye are complete in him, which is the head of all principality and power: 11. In whom also ye are circumcised with the circumcision made without hands, in putting off the body of the sins of the flesh by the circumcision of Christ: 12. Buried with him in baptism, wherein also ye are risen with him through the faith of the operation of God, who hath raised him from the dead. 13. And you, being dead in your sins and the uncircumcision of your flesh, hath he quickened together with him, having forgiven you all trespasses; 14. Blotting out the handwriting of ordinances that was against us, which was contrary to us, and took it out of the way, nailing it to his cross; 15. And having spoiled principalities and powers, he made a shew of them openly, triumphing over them in it.

Isaiah: 49. 24. Shall the prey be taken from the mighty, or the lawful captive delivered? 25. But thus saith the LORD, Even the captives of the mighty shall be taken away, and the prey of the terrible shall be delivered: for I will contend with him that contendeth with thee, and I will save thy children. 26. And I will feed them that oppress thee with their own flesh; and they shall be drunken with their own blood, as with sweet wine: and all flesh shall know that I the LORD am thy Saviour and thy Redeemer, the mighty One of Jacob.

John: 15. 7. If ye abide in me, and my words abide in you, ye shall ask what ye will, and it shall be done unto you.

John: 1. 1. In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2. The same was in the beginning with God. 3. All things were made by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made. 4. In him was life; and the life was the light of men. 5. And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not. 9. That was the true Light, which lighteth every man that cometh into the world. 10. He was in the world, and the world was made by him, and the world knew him not. 11. He came unto his own, and his own received him not. 12. But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name: 13. Which were born, not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God.

James: 4. 7. Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.

Hello and greetings in the name of Christ... Your testimony touched my heart because our my situation is identical. I have been weak in this area for as long as I can remember and i have recently fell into this sin, which led to others. I know and hear God's voice often and I have an anointing on my life, but the battle with my flesh is overwhelming at times. Please pray for me as I will u. May peace flood your heart.

My life was a mess and sin was overcoming in me I was born again in 1978 and still following Jesus Christ He is the ONLY way.If you are born again and then filled with the Spirit then you can overcome anything even drugs ,porn ,and addictions of any sort. My granddaughter played with an Ouija board for fun with friends it is demonic ,she visited us and manifested with demon spirits and had to be delivered so if you have done this go toa Pentecostal Church or a Spirit Filled Christian and get delivered my granddaughter was shaking all over when in our presence. But set free to never do that again .God bless you you may contact me if you need help.Brian

Could you please email me? I have some questions I would like to ask and I want to tell you my story. I pray you can help me. Thank you.

I sincerely hope you received the email. If not, I'd be happy to offer any help I can.

My bf is possessed by 2 method demons. I have a priest coming by to say a prayer over him. It"s not going to work. He hasn't used method for 2 weeks and I
haven't seen the demons at all. He doesn't believe me that they are real and possess him. I know they are real. They have bragged about their powers. They have lied and manipulated and shown me things that cannot otherwise be explained. Long story really. 3 and 1/2 years of lies. I finally put it all together. But it took asking God for his help and then HE slowly revealed my bf"s situation to me. I hope and pray he doesn't get high on method again. If he does the demons will return and I will go. And then the man I love will be doomed. Because no one else will ever figure it out and help him. It's either me help him or he lives out his life this way. Please pray for us. Thank you and God bless you.

I have just seen your message and will pray with you.
If two of you shall agree on earth as touching anything that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven. Matthew 18:19

If God is with you, that's the only person you need to see your boyfriend freed and saved. Start confessing the promises of God regarding your situation, and expecting a miracle.

Keep on praying, fasting and expecting your victory through Christ. Maybe you are the only one who can help him right now. Turn to God for all the strength you need right now. For this thing is good and acceptable in the sight of God our savior; who will have all men to be saved, and to come unto the knowledge of the truth. 1 Timothy 2:3,4.

Please tell me your names so that I can pray for you.
Sincerely, Alica

Please pray for my Wesley... He is sick and heroin is his demon... Pray he is freed from this demon... I am so tired of fighting it with him but I will NEVER EVER give UP...

HI there

I have prayed for you and Wesley. Don't give up... keep going! This demon has to go in Jesus name!
Speak to this demon and command it out in Jesus name.

And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name they shall cast out devils...Mark 16:17

Where abouts are you?

Sincerely, Alica

I have experienced almost the exact same process. I am at the point where I went to church and was anointed with oil and received the sacrament of the sick. I pray every hour or less. I am a believer! I have been to a catholic mass now. Unfortunately, the presence of evil(I can not define the voices words and deception that occupies my soul) is very strong. Every thought and every letter of every word is interrupted. The torment, deception, rage, anger, frustration, temptation, nightmares, the desire to use amphetamine is looming. I have been waiting to talk to someone who has lived through demonic/Satanic possession. I will try getting baptized again to receive the The Holy Spirit. If there is any other advise please respond. Tony

read the Bible catholic religion is wrong and u have to be baptised the right way acts 2:38 find a Bible believing and doing church.

I grew up in a house hold where my mother did witchcraft. I really never noticed anything supernatural. At 20 I bought my home and quickly started seeing , hearing and feeling things. Soon after moving in I became a addict of pain pills. Fast forward 22 years and I still am. Im tired and have prayed. This isn't a life worth living but I keep going. Please everyone pray for me to get this demon off me. I dont practice witchcraft and have moved, it came with me. Please help, I dont want to die this way!

Jesus delivered me.. It's a process... Jesus is faithful.. Everybody turn back from me.. But I can tell you. Jesus is faithful..
Listen bro and sisters... Bible said if we confess our sin he is faithful and just to forgive.... If you confess your sins to Jesus now he forgive you now!!! But you need to FORGIVE others so God will Forgive us... Because the wage of sin is curse and death right?? Curse of health financial what other brokenness.... But when we receive repented confess our sin forgive other.. Because Jesus died for our sin he took that curse death sickness on the cross... Means we are not practice Sin anymore!!!! Yes we all have mistakes but not back or practice sin anymore....

Because if we still walk in flesh we again in the curse of the Law...!!!! Meaning we still in sin and the wage of sin is curse and death right?...

I WAS. Fight to the demon maybe last week ago.. I saw the power of God... See Galatians practice that.. and do pray and fasting my brother and sisters..... I fast that day... I walk in spirit everyday worship, reading my bible, crying to the lord, confessing my sins , forgiving others who hurt me... Declare the Word of God .. And prY and pray and I declare the promises of God!!!!! In just two weeks the demon of anger came Out from my mouth!!!

I was shock ... !!!! I can't describe how it feels the spirit of anger comin from my heart through my mouth!,,,

Jesus is faithful.. Guys do this put down and write it on your note ..!! I hope it will help you!! Walk in spirit not in flesh .. Renew your mind in order to obey in his word..

It's not easy for me because they bombard my mind but we have many weapons.!!!

Walk in spirit , Galatians 5 pray without ceasing, pray like asking forgiveness always and forgive others lead you not into temptation,
Like our father.. Fast and pray.. Cleans your mind through the word of God, Be humble if we humble God will help us..
In our mind Stop being judge mental .. It's God business... Faith with work .. Cast demon out evereyday don't give up.. Don't be discourage!!!
Don't follow your feelings .. Faith is not in the feelings.. You need to wait and do that until you be strong in spirit...

And then the flesh be weaken.. Don't give up do that everyday and see !!! And wait!! And trust!!! God loves us.. I'm in Japan and there's no body praying for me but Jesus is a loving father.. Listen if he not allow us to die when we are a sinner how much more now that we believe in him?
Do that everyday.. The enemy will try to stop you!, distrust you so you may not concentrate but steadfast..!!!!

And always forgive .. The enemy bondage people in Sin and Unforgiveness !!, because if you sin you are in a law and the law there's a curse so if you confess that quickly u close the door for the attack if u repented that , but what he will use is Unforgiveness , because even u confess your sin if u have Unforgiveness others God can't forgive you!!!

So just even in your mind Bambard u about those people say confess in your mouth that lord I forgive and love them!!!

I hope you understand this

I have experienced this as well. In my culture it is common practice to let the spirits enter as well. I had a very hard time defining real from fraud. I went to a pentacostal Christian church service and spoke to the pastor afterwards and a core group prayed for me. I attended a workshop for 1 month on demon possession and how the devil lies to us. I started taking bible studies and learned the truth of God's word for us. I learned to pray specific prayers and spiritualware prayers. I excepted Jesus into my heart as my personal savior and allowed him to heal my wounds and direct my steps. I got baptized and serve in church now and my life is completely different. Look to Jesus and let him fill you with his LOVE he has wonderful plans for your life! Give yourself and your will to HIM and he will give you a life you would have never imagined! HE truely loves you.

God is powerful and above all principalities and power. The blood of Jesus Christ has never lost his power. Jesus Christ is the Lord over our souls. Confess his power and faithfulness over your life.

Please pray in the name of Jesus I command all the powers to leave me In the name of jesus I claim the victory of the cross in my life, In the name of Jesus, I pray father deliver all these youtgh from the powers of demons and addiction O father I pray In the name of Jesus for the victory of the cross in my life and I cancel all the plans of satan and the curses under the power of the cross .Father in the name of Jesus I cover all these youths with the precious blood of Jesus. hallelujah Amen

I am seriously oppressed by evil spirits for some time now and it seems to be getting worse. I have been seeing catholic priests, who pray with me, but nothing so far seems to work. I was molested as a child, had a very successful career, lived overseas. I returned to the US after my divorce and started to take yoga, channeled spirits and did a lot of new age activities, studies and religions. I lost all my money after becoming infested by them. Repented several years ago and returned to the Catholic Church full time. Have been spending full time praying, reading the bible, repenting of my sins, going to mass, but it just seems worse to me. I walk in a bobbing, moving mass of foul spirits that scream and howl and throw heavy painful stuff on me all day and tie up my mouth and pull on my teeth. It is very painful and I can barely control my anger over the whole thing. A Catholic priest recently told me that Jesus may chose to leave me like this for a while, which really horrified me. I believe I won’t live much longer in the midst of this spiritual and physical violence. I don't do drugs, but have taken medication prescribed for me by a psychologist, that I see. I need help and have been searching for a deliverance minister who would help me. I live between Detroit and Ann Arbor. Can you offer any suggestions or advice???? Please help. Thank you

God bless you, my advice for you is to get out of the Catholic Church and seek a Holy Spirit filled evangelical church. Only the power of the Holy Ghost can set you free from these demonic spirits. if you have a Bible, try your best to get into the word and read it out loud. Pray the word of God over your life and cry to God for your deliverance. He will listen and He will make a way for your deliverance. Don't give up hope. God is faithful and merciful and just to forgive and deliver those that come to Him with a repented heart. He won't turn you away. Also combine fasting with prayer, there are demons that won't come out unless is through fasting and prayer. I plead the blood of Jesus over your life and declare His deliverance. There is power in the name of Jesus to break every chain of the devil.

Hi. look, my best offer is that you contact my friends who are in Toronto. You can email them via this website

I can give them your email address so they can reach you.

You do not have to put up with what the devil is throwing at you. Keep claiming God's promises.

Have you been baptized? Under water or with the Holy Spirit?

I was healed when I was baptized under the water and when I started speaking in tongues because I was filled with the Spirit of God. The devil can't stand to be near us if we are filled with God's Spirit!

This scripture (plus there are others) shows that God wants us to be filled with His Holy Spirit. He delivers with almighty power from any and all oppression. Don't give up, the fight is not over yet!

Luke 11:13 "If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children: how much more shall your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to them that ask him?"

What I experienced when the Holy Spirit came into my life, is that He brings overcoming power. You can be completely free. Soon!


Don't know what to do anymore! I have had so many issues Fits of rage, pounding chest, clicking teeth, swearing at God, ripping the Bible. etc etc.I can't focus on the Bible. I try and read out loud everytime and it's not my voice. Took me awhile to figure out, but people had kept mentioning that I have an accent. The anxiety attacks are so bad I never get a chance to lay down like if this never happened! I can't watch TV. Haven't made it through a movie in over a year and a half. This thing blocks me from sitting at my computer for enjoyment that way also! It put me in the hospital 7 times last year only one time there was a reason! I have nightmares when I actually get a chance to sleep. It blocks me from remembering my dreams when they are good!
I am trying to pray everyday but it clouds me so much. I have been to Doctors and did the psychiatric hospital thing so I have been through that stuff first like everyone suggests. I keep trying to tell people this is not a psychiatry problem. You don't do all the things I mentioned above if there isn't something demonic going on.
I am not going to give up praying and all that but when the people around me don't understand this it makes it really hard to get things done on your own because I am the one going through it. It can block me from going to church and when I do get to church its very uncomfortable all sorts of weird stuff going through my head!!!
This is all day long not a minutes rest in a year and a half.
This is only a fraction of the things that are happening to me right now.
Someone please help!

All I can say is that like you need Jesus, not just from the Cross but a Pentecostal church where they believe in healing the sick, cast out demons, and free the captives. Yes it seems difficult when you are the only one going through this but He is omnipotent. He said by his blood we are set free, plead the blood of Jesus and command it to leave you in the name of Jesus. Ask Jesus to reveal himself to you and by his fire destroy every yoke upon you in Jesus name... I declare your deliverance is on his way

Please pray for me I been high for 8 days and can't seem to stop. I been praying and crying asking god to help then get tempted and go hit it again. I feel hopeless. I know Jesus is the answer but I feel like he doesn't care like he doesn't hear me or given up on me know there is power in prayer, which is why I ask you guys from the bottom of my heart to please pray for me. My name is Sergio.

Hey Sergio
I hope you are you well. Please don't think for a moment God does not care about you. THE devil wants you think like that. Jesus Christ cares for you and will never ever forsake you.I know it has been 3 years. I have prayed for you and I know God has answered and He will help you Sergio.

Dear Sergio,Please pray in the name of Jesus I command all the powers to leave me In the name of Jesus I claim the victory of the cross in my life, In the name of Jesus, I pray father deliver all these youths from the powers of demons and addiction O father I pray In the name of Jesus for the victory of the cross in my life and I cancel all the plans of Satan and the curses under the power of the cross .Father in the name of Jesus I cover all these youths with the precious blood of Jesus. hallelujah Amen
I shall remember you every minute in my life and pray for your deliverance. Fear Not Jesus is powerful and He will deliver you.
Please do not give up prayer, Prayer is the only weapon you have against Satan. I command in the NAME of JESUS you are delivered. Hallelujah Amen. I am with all you children through every step of your way I am praying God will set you free. God loves you.

Hi Sergio.
Hey, good to see that you are reaching out for help, that's the first step to gaining an answer.
My husband and I have prayed for you and hope that soon you will overcome.
Look, you know that prayer is the key, this is true. Watch and pray, the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. At the moment your problem is that you are being led by your flesh. You need to be led by the Spirit, God's Holy Spirit. Have you been born again? You need to be filled with God's Spirit! The thought that you had, that Jesus doesn't care, don't listen to that lie from satan. God has not given up on you! NO WAY! Do you know how many people satan has told that lie to? I think many, many thousands. He is a liar. God already told us in the Bible that He loves us, cares for us as a shepherd cares tenderly for his sheep, walking with them, showing them the way, gently leading them. God loves you, he has wonderful thoughts about you, like the most caring Father. Your addiction is from satan, but in Jesus name you can be free.
Take control of your situation and speak to this devil in your life. Stand up to him, in the name of Jesus and command him out of your life. Jesus has all authority over evil forces. Continue to pray for God's protection over you, that he would help you and set his angels around you.
But you also have to turn to God with all your heart, REPENT for the sins that you have committed, and obey Him. Please don't expect God to help if you are not fully ready to change your life. Our duty on earth is to FEAR GOD AND KEEP HIS COMMANDMENTS? Are you ready to do that?

Where will you go in eternity?

With much love, and with prayers,

there is always hope in Christ jesus ...I was bound with evil spirits as a youth now God uses me to help set the captive life was very rugged and jesus smooth my life out.VICTORY is your in Christ jesus. ive found that the more you spend time in prayer and fasting even if it is giving up soda for a week and replace it with prayer whenever the desire for sweet drink come to mind,will help you draw closer to God and resist the devil that he will flee bombard him with a loving spirit and the opposite to whatever lie he speaks every word of satan is a lie or born of a lie because he is the orgin of a liar the bible says he is the father of lies.BUT GODS WORD is truth and he has no respecter person he love us all ...tell him what you cant tell anyone eles..he is a very present help in a time of trouble.......

I am in completely desperate need of deliverance, I am possessed by a devil or devils and have been since 2006. I am becoming retarded in my brain, losing my ability to communicate feel continuous weird manifestations in my body. Have the the ability to hold down a job and work to earn an income. Have lost a lot of friends because I cannot communicate to them like I once could. I have lost everything I own totaling $740000. Have lost my wife through divorce because of this situation. Much more has happened too. I am one step from been homeless and ending up living on the streets. Is there any help for me at all? I have been in and out of psyche wards and the psychiatrists have put me on the heaviest psychoactive drugs which have done nothing. I sincerely need help. I can provide my mobile phone number to anyone who can help.

my brother jesus is the answer....sound as if you have a spirit of mind control..naming the spirit is sometimes needed to cut the cords of the ruling spirit to every spirit that maybe operating in your body or life.u can email me your number if u feel the spirit of God leading you too.1st ask God to forgive you of all your sins,2nd forgive everyone who has ever wronged you in anyway now ask jesus to come into your life and to set you free . now speak to any and every spirit in you and tell it you cut all connections to them and yourself and in the authority of the name of jesus the Christ I take authority over you.bind yourseleves together and come out in the name of jesus the Christ now.keep commanding them in jesus name they have to come mark 16vs17

Hi I am possessed by evil spirits and I have the spirit of mind control can you tell me how to stop this? I have no idea how to call the spirits out. Been dealing with this for a few years now and it's progressively getting worse

HI there.
Sorry for the late reply, your message was held up. I hope that you will still receive this message in good time.
It sounds like you are lost, but don't despair because of your situation. Jesus is come to seek and to save that which was lost.
Yes... There is so much help for you!

Let me tell you about God. He is the comforter, the counselor, the deliverer, he helps the broken hearted and sets the captives free. You are held captive by this demon, but God is stronger than any demon on earth. I was completely delivered by a life ruled by satan and you can be too.

Your life may seem like there is nothing good left in it. And if you continue by yourself, there won't be. God is come to set you free from all things that are keeping you in bondage. It is good in a way that you have realized that psychiatrists and drugs cannot solve your problem. This causes us to draw closer to God, who is the only person who is able to free us from demons and other problems.
Please do email me your number and I will call you, where ever you are in the world. I want to help you.
Please pray in Jesus Name, that God will help you and protect you. God wants you to pour out your heart to Him, talk to Him and He will hear you. Often we do not see God working in our lives, but often we don't ask Him for help.

Yours sincerely, Alica

Hi there,
I've been possessed by a demon. I wanted a person from online deliverance ministry to help me but the demon completely blocked any communication means with her, like phone, skype and later email. I was christianed when I was young, but I never believed in God or demons until it happened to me. What should I do? Thank you

You need to confess with your heart and lips that Jesus is Lord and confess your sins and ask Jesus to be Lord of your life. Then read the Bible and find a Bible believing church to grow in your walk with the Lord. Testify to others the goodness of God and the death and resurrection of Christ our Lord. Do not be ashamed of Jesus and what He has done for you. Deliverance is on its way for you... Just believe and have faith. Do NOT let the demons put fear in you... God is all powerful!! In the name of Jesus, be set free.

Love your testimony. I have been a christian almost all my life. Fell into the sin of addiction. Now later I became possessed by an evil spirit and I hear voices. It afflicted my body. I have been suicidal. I am in and out of hospital. I feel bad maybe God gave up on me? I need prayer, I tried going to church for deliverance and need help please.


I used to do astrology horoscopes. II prayed to God some times but knew very little about Christianity.

One night I had a nightmare, demons were pulling me towards them and I said a prayer to God in my dream and they released me. On the next day I came across a book 'demons behind doors' and read it. At the end of the book was a deliverence prayer which I read as a normal text. I was half through it when my heart started pounding with big force. I was laying down when reading and was calm, but 'strangely' my heart pounded like I was running really fast. I had pins and needles shortly after too, on my head and toos. When it all finished, I suppose few minutes, I took anastroligy book I had and ripped it to pieces. It was enormous relief.Then took to read the Bible.
I was really blessed to read this prayer and set free, but I've heard from people that it's very dangerous to be alone when you pray for deliverence. So, always have to be with someone who is experinced about this things and prays too. As someone suggested, maybe my mum has generally preyed for me at that time too (she is vey sensitive when someone is in dangeour), so I was absolutely fine.
Glory be to God and to His Son and our Saviour Jesus Christ. Holy, holy, holy! Amen.

hi there.

Do you really think that God gave up on you? Or did you give up on God? Listen to this..."But your iniquities have separated between you and your God, and your sins have hid his face from you, that he will not hear." Isaiah 59:2
Don't worry, there is a way out of your situation, there always is. the Bible clearly says, "Resist the devil and he will flee from you....Draw nigh unto God and He will draw nigh unto you." You must make the first move, repent and seek God.
Did you ever receive the Holy Spirit? This was the turning point in my life. When I did receive the Holy Ghost, I was completely freed from the grip of the devil because I belong to God now. Of course he will still try and attack sometimes, but that's another matter. Jesus Christ came to set the captives free, he greatly desires to set you free, from the devil, from your sins and addictions. But you must decide to follow God 100% and obey Him.
Have you been 'born again' as the Bible describes? "Jesus answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God. That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again." John 3:5-7

Many people follow God and love God, but we must also OBEY Him.
Don't despair, Psalm 41:4 says "I said, LORD, be merciful unto me: heal my soul; for I have sinned against me." This kind of prayer God hears and answers.
let me know where you are, maybe someone in our church is close by, or otherwise we can pray for you via Skype or something.
Hope to hear from you soon.

Hi Alicia can you please pray for me and help me? I am a young woman who have been tormented by occult demons for 5 years. Ever since after I accepted Christ I have become possessed by powerful spirtis that causes me the ability to see the sun, see colors and blue rings when I close my eyes. I can feel them in my head, body, and hear them. They communicate with me and try to control my future and my life. I am stressed and depressed. I don't know what to do. I have been praying and reading my bible for years and seeking deliverance and have had no success, nothing has worked, no complete deliverance, nothing. I am really bummed out, don't know what to do. The demons tell me there is no hope, that I can't get free. I don't know what to do, I can't win or fight this withouht God's help alone, there is no way. I feel like he doesn't care or I will never get free. I am fighting a spiritual attack now of perverse demons attacking my rear and stomach, I was involved in sexual sin a year ago but I'm not ivolved anymore. All I want is to be free, have salvation and filled with the Holy Spirit. I am desperate. What do I do?

I've been separated from my wife and for years fighting addictive tendencies. I've managed to stop one of them but the other lingers. I have increasing thoughts that suggest I'm responsible for horrible things which have occurred as well as negative feelings and emotions associated with everything. I feel that I can't resolve what has occurred with my spouse and that in fact she may have been trying to demonize me from the beginning. She had a hard life of growing up in a broken home, abuse, alcohol and drugs, etc. I feel so powerless, that I will not be able to fix my issues without being harmed or killed in the process. Most of my extended family is associated with so called secret societies or community groups. What can I do? It feels as if most of my life my relationships and friendships have been engineered around me and to lead me astray. I've tried going to church and some of the elders there treated me as a very evil was horrible.

please pray for my deliverance as i have gotten back into the occult

Hi. I have prayed for you, that God would take you out of the occult and turn your back to him. Know that if you turn away from God, your life could turn into a living hell. You must see that satan has you in his grip, he tricked you. Repent and turn back to God with all your heart, He will forgive you and heal you.

Hi, I've had similar experiences to what you're talking about. I was shown a verse of scripture in a dream about Jesus raising a man from the dead, but did not draw closer to God after it. I believed in new age religion at the time. Soon after, a demon came to me in a dream and asked me to join his side. I did not chooses that side either, and started to become oppressed. My addiction to alcohol worsened, I began exhibiting hedonistic behavior, and scared my co-workers with angry outbursts. Long story short, I broke down and sensed that I was possessed. I desperately called a fellow co-worker who I knew was Christian, and he did a powerful thing for me. He immediately came over to my apartment, blessed the room with oil, and asked me to get on my knees. I obeyed. He asked me if I wanted to make Jesus Christ my Lord and Savior. I said yes, and immediately I started crying uncontrollably, asking for forgiveness for drawing so far from Him (I grew up in a "religious" household), and began dry-heaving. He said this was a common symptom of a demon being expunged from a person. Since then, I have struggled with psychologists, who first diagnosed me with incurable schizophrenia, then chalked the event up as "alcohol-induced psychosis" (I guess that's the catch-all for demonic possession). I have overcome my condition, been baptized by immersion, and now am working for the church. I would like to contact you or other believers who have had this experience, because there is very little understanding about this subject in the mainstream church. God Bless, and thank you for sharing your story.

I am a Christian and have problems with demonic attacks. If you have any advice I would love to hear it friend. Thank you,


Hi Justin

I have some advice for you. Seeing as you are a Christian, you need to be reading the Bible to find scriptures which can help you personally.
Here are a couple:
"For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind."1 Timothy 1:7
"But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him." Hebrews 11:6
Have you been seeking God diligently?
"SUBMIT yourselves therefore to God. RESIST THE DEVIL, and he will flee from you. Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you..." James 4:7&8

Have you found a church close to you who is able to help you?
Get stuck into your Bible, find a church who can help you, confess God's promises and believe them!
Do you think that you have a demon spirit in you?

I hope this helps. If you haven't found a church close by, look on our website on the contact us and find somewhere close to you


Your story is good for me because I am possessed and Christian and since no one thinks that can happen there is really no one to help me. I also see number combinations everywhere and they bother me alot. They have to do with my destiny and some of them mean I am going to hell and some mean I will die soon and I believe it is from God sometimes and sometimes not, obviously I am really confused and Satan touches me when I lay down to sleep and can talk out of my mouth and move my body around and I really do believe that Jesus was born of a virgin and ascended into heaven in a physical glorified body. I also am homeless and live on a fixed income of about 750 a month and deal with tobacco addiction and sometimes I turn to alchohol. It is a really dark place for me and I am sometimes, more often than not, rebellious against God which never accomplishes anything and I feel tormented most times. It is really not good for me for these last five years, but your story gives me hope and I think you should write a small book and give it to people in the occult and plead with them to be saved because I know that Jesus will soon open the first seal and the antichrist will be revealed and demonic forces will try to hurt humanity with all of their might because they know that their time is running out and they will try harder than ever to damn many people and I think your testimony will help people in the occult. Peace.

Please do not say that no one cares. God cares and loves you He is going to deliver you from thiis addiction and you will be guided by the Holy Spirit Father in the name of Jesus to the right church and rescue many from their helplessness. Go in the name of Jesus I rebuke every evil spirit demon of rebellion, demons of addiction and demons of disobedient spirit. RELEASE and FLEE IN THE NAME OF JESUS I BIND your powers SATAN and cast you to the ABYSS.,Please pray in the name of Jesus I command all the powers to leave me In the name of Jesus I claim the victory of the cross in my life, In the name of Jesus, I pray father deliver all these youths from the powers of demons and addiction O father I pray In the name of Jesus for the victory of the cross in my life and I cancel all the plans of Satan and the curses under the power of the cross .Father in the name of Jesus I cover all these youths with the precious blood of Jesus. hallelujah Amen
I shall remember you every minute in my life and pray for your deliverance. Fear Not Jesus is powerful and He will deliver you.
Please do not give up prayer, Prayer is the only weapon you have against Satan. I command in the NAME of JESUS you are delivered. Hallelujah Amen. I am with all you children through every step of your way I am praying God will set you free. God loves you.

There is help for you... A good church should be able to help keep looking

Hi, me and my boyfriend (Rikson) was smoking a legal drug called pandora. We have never tried this before and thought to give it a go. After we had our first smoke he start leaning and saying he felt really weird then began to walk the stairs to bed. He laid down and seemed to have no energy. He then got up looked at me and then laid back down, he did this three times but every time he looked up to me it was as if he didn't know me more. I began to ask him I he was ok and he said some mumbling words then I held his arms and he pushed himself back into the wall next to the bed and started screaming at me saying no no help me please, what what what and I tried to calm him but nothin was working he then grabbed his face with force like his head was hurting and he was crying but also screaming. He dragged himself into the corner and started to lean back and forth slowly crying. I shouted my friend (Catherine) who was downstairs and she ran up and said what is he doing. We both panicked and then all of a sudden he stopped and said Whittney please get me my passport and my chains. I got them for him at the same time as shaking and he was repeatedly whispering to himself protect please protect.. At this point I'm getting scared because I don't know if he's going to become violent to me so I left him on his own for a while and then he came downstairs after 10 minutes and asked me what happened and if I was ok. I'm really confused and I don't know what's going on but I know for sure in not sleeping that bed again and I've had to get a bnb down the road as I'm too scared to be in his company. Can someone please email me on what's happened to him :( thanks a lot

I've had the Holy Spirit leave me and evil is in me now, it's driving me crazy and don't know how to get Jesus back, please help me

I know the feeling....and God said a broken heart and a contrite spirit He will not turn away....please pray for as well

All you have to do is repent!!! Go to God and in your own words, acknowledge your sins and what ever it is that you did to cause the Holy Spirit to leave you. Once you have repented begin to thank God for what he has done, even if you dont feel like it and even if you dont feel like you have been forgiven. Remember it is by faith!! Ask God to then refill you with The Holy Spirit and cover you under the Blood of Jesus! Ask God to surround you with his Holy Angels and to send a good strong christian your way to help you in this walk. Trust me, I have been there and done that. God's word is true and he is faithful. He will never leave you, nor forsake you. He loves you greatly no matter what you have done.

I'm a 27 year old female struggling through my life at best. I have struggled emotionally since i was a young girl. I grew up in a Christian church but as I got older lost contact with God. I can feel him with me but it is like a huge part of me does not want him around. I started pushing him away I have been a severe addict/alcoholic for years just completely self-destructive. Had some major traumatizing events due to this behaviour. So much I've blocked out. I also played around with quija boards when I was young and also tried to talk to spirits. Multiple suicide attempts and cutting. All crazy from the time I can remember I have felt so lost like my soul was trapped inside me I didn't know why I thought I was just crazy. I do know I have lived such a life of torment I just want to be free! Well last year I was at a bar and came home really intoxicated blacked out basically I only remember brief moments of what happened but it was the scariest thing I have ever been through. I started screaming at my mother and growling and snarling at her telling her I hated her and I wanted to kill her... then my voice would become my own and I would start crying saying I was sorry and scared and not to let them hurt me... I told her they were raping me and somehow kicked my jeans right off... I went after my mother thank God my sister’s boyfriend was in the house to call police and keep me off my mother they were trying to pin me to the floor and my body was completely lifting off the ground my whole body and head were slamming the floor while snarling and saying awful things to my own mother I briefly remember just slamming the floor and not being able to stop it I was so scared it took 3 police officers my mother and my sister’s boyfriend to hold me down long enough so they could cuff me I am only five foot two and 140 lbs. They got me to a hospital where they put me in restraints and shot after shot tried to /sedate me until finally I gave in and passed out. When I woke up I was terrified barely knowing what went on I was covered in bruises and felt completely ravaged.. I thought maybe I had been drugged but when my tox screen came back it was negative for anything but alcohol... When my mother and my aunt came to pick me up that day I was full of fear and shame so I told them that I had been slipped bath salts at the bar I lied to her for a year and then last night I couldn't sleep. God spoke to me, telling me I needed to be in a holy place to pray hard it was about 3 am all I wanted was to go in to a church with my mother and pray...I could feel God pulling me in but I'm stuck I feel my soul lost within me I can hear it and feel it but I can't reach it ! I had to tell my family the truth that wasn't me that night and I think there has been something else with me for so long its attached I feel like I'm losing my mind yet I know I'm not .I want to be rid of this I'm afraid it’s going to show itself like that again I don't want to hurt anybody! I don't know where to turn for help please help me!

Hey friend, my name is Justin and i am a demonized Christian with a story a lot like yours. For a long time I thought God was out to get me and I unfortunately thought I could beat him down with abusive words and blasphemy to keep Him at bay, but I was mistaken. I am homeless now and my daily life is generally a struggle, but God still answers my prayers even now with demons in me. He still feeds me every day and it is a long road to recovery and restoration, but the Word of God is the key and just a little here and a little there is what I am trying to institute in this season. I am far from perfect, but the Word of God shows me what manner of spirit I am of and helps me in all that I need and it hurts me physically as I read it so I have to go in strides and take breaks because there is resistance within me, but the payoff is knowing the Lord better through His Holy Word and it is worth it in the long run because I can get back into spiritual shape and like sit-ups and push-ups it hurts at the time, but a strong body doesn't even come close to touching a strong restored soul, mind and spirit. I love you as a sister and I have two sisters of the flesh, but I tell you this: Find and pray for as many allies in this war against Satan as you can because in the long run it will pay off greatly. In the spirit of Hebrews 10:25 I say peace to you and good day.

So many things that you have written about are very similar to what I went through when I was possessed, and I can tell you from experience that there is hope. At the moment parts of your life are controlled by the devil. This is probably not nice to hear, but I guess that you know it yourself anyway. The Bible says; "Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do." (John 8:44) If we do not belong to God, then like it or not, we belong to the devil.
Here is the key, draw close to God. Scripture says to "Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you..." (James 4:7,8)
First of all, if you want to be healed and set free, you must submit (be obedient) to God. Find out what He requires of you. There is no other way to lasting peace and freedom. I can tell you what God expects of you.
You MUST turn away from your sins. "For the wages of sin is death..."(Romans 6:23) Because of your sins you cannot gain eternal life. You need to be cleansed from your sins.
Jesus says "Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God." (John 3:5)and also "Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost." (Acts 2:38)
In my own experience, when I decided to obey God and get baptized, this is when the devil left me. I physically saw a snake crawling away from me. The Scriptures are true, if we obey God the devil will flee.
You need to obey God.
If you cannot find a church close to you, who can help you, then please contact us again. Maybe we are close to you and can come to help you. You are not alone and I understand what you are going through.
With love, Alica

I feel that there is no way out for me but death. I've tried everything. I plead with God every day to deliver me. My mother and friends and I have been praying and battling the demons for six years. I've been to pastors and deliverance ministries and groups of people, prayer chains, been anointed with oil, baptized, claimed scripture after scripture, prayed 3 hours a day, fasted. Everyone always gives up on me. I'm hopeless. I've tried to clean out everything from my past, thrown out bags and bags of stuff. Still I'm possessed. I'm exhausted from fighting. I don't know where to turn.

All you have to do is believe that you are saved, believe that you are healed, believe that Jesus christ can do all this for you right now and he will. Do you see your name written in the book of life? Do you see heaven in all its glory? Do not be fooled. You are Gods child created in his image and in his likeness. God knows the count of hairs on your head. He imagined you before the creation of time. You belong to the Shepard you can hear his voice fear not for Jesus is with you. Call on his name aloud and Jesus will rescue you. Repent and believe in the prince of peace Jesus christ our savior our king of kings. He who all was created through and for he who holds the keys to heaven and hell he who died on the cross resurrected and ascended into heaven he who is coming back again to take us home. This world will burn with satan in the bottomless pit. Do not be fooled do not listen to satan and his lies he is a thief come to rob us of our birthright. We have the Holy Spirit to guide us and gives us our gifts to use for the kingdom of heaven come together in one Christ body and know that you belong to Jesus forever! Be gone satan in the name of Jesus christ

Hello, I am experiencing the same situation as you, no matter what don't give up. I know what it feels like to prefer death to this torment. Let me have your email so we can support each other. May God set us free in Jesus Name

I have been struggling much myself and your words are the first to bring me comfort. Long story short, I was a DJ and deceived deeply into dark places, things started to happen to and for me, people,places, and things. Deep things. I was sinking deeper into the occult world when I was meditating one day and thru the deceptive spirits I heard "Come out of her my son" And I am now an ordained servent of the lord' but struggle with everything, mostly sanity, please help, I need a voice of reason, p.s- The voice that saved me was my counselor, I am to call him," spirit of truth" who warns me to not be deceived by spirit or man, I have been looking for a church or group of like minded believers here in Florida now for over 6months, please help, Yours in Christ Jesus, Joseph A.

You have done a lot of things in search of freedom, but have you focused on developing a relationship with God.Going to church, people praying for you, being baptized, praying for long hours and reading the scriptures are not a substitute for a personal relationship with the Lord. A personal relationship with the Lord is walking with him everyday and fixing your eyes on him and his teachings. Don't lose hope, God never comes late. He will intervene in your life. I will be praying for you and in Jesus'name you will have freedom soon.

This is a great site and great resource for all who are addicted and afflicted by demons or demonic influences (everyone!).
May God's grace and love be bestowed upon all who seek His help and guidance and also for those who administer this site. I will pray for your enlightenmemt and deliverance always. Best wishes and never give up the struggle to free yourselves. Always remember NOTHING is impossible if God is on your side.

I'll try to keep this brief as I'm. Not a great writer or sharer. I am now 36 live in uk. And I live in fear every day. Not just for me but my children to. This will undoubtedly seem odd and out of place in this day and age but please read the following.  I don't seek genuine help.

My name is Alex. 
When in my early 20 's I renounced god and christ and practiced dark rituals and gave myself to demons. Puzuzu,  beezel Lord of the flies,  he who walks behind the rose, Lord of darkness,  master of the left hand path.  I asked for things and received them.  But my life became a mess, a failure,  consumed by madness, suicide attempts, mental health problems,  drug and alcohol abuse and violence.  I'm so sorry for this. I want forgiveness and saving I want to return to god. I feel oppressed and need help. Can you help me? PLEASE?  Alex. 

Sweet Alex.. Please read the book to set the captives free. It's a true story of a high priestess in the occult who underwent many demonic out right attacks on her life... BUT Jesus prevailed n set her free. Spiritual warfare will arise for your soul for you have given it over for years to the darkness but greater is he who is in us then he who is in the world. REPENT OUTLOUD N RECANT THE DARKNESS DOMANION OF YOYR SOUL SO SATAN AND HIS MINIONS CAN HEAR AND THEN PREPARE FOR BATTLE!! Ask Jesus to be lord of your life invite him in and all of heaven wil be your allies... Be prepared it will be a fight for your life... Pray aloud for God to close the doors you've opened to the occult and various other evils.. He will and you will not be alone but you will still have to contend with those you've allowed into your life... They have legal ground to be there and they will not go without a fight... I have walked through such myself in minor forms such as tarot cards physics n drugs you are not alone... I have been set free and God does not show favor from one to another what he's done for me he will surely do for you!!

Hi Alex.

Thanks for writing. We can certainly help you. Please have a look at our contacts and see if any of our groups are close to you. Here is the link. Just send us an email and we will help you. God sees your heart, that you are sorry. God says "The LORD is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite (crushed) spirit"

God wants to save you, and help and heal your life. Alica


Hallelujah thanks God for heeling us. Indeed God does wonders.

I am demon possessed and i need God but i know the spirit of god has left me as he did saul. I feel myself getting worst each day. I grew up in the church and a month ago i started doubting jesus and the bible.. the thoughts took control it may have turned into unbelief... its like a nightmare my mind wouldnt let go. Then i read a verse the blaspheme chapter and then my mind automatically everytime i said the holy spirit would go to the name that they called the evil spirit. I knew it wasnt true i didnt believe it but its like when you try not to think of something you think it constantly. It was driving me insane. Now ive qsked for forgiveness so many times but its only grnted throught the holy spirit. I know im possessed by demons. I also believe jesus is lord and that he came in the flesh and he is the son of god amen. At this point i have tingling all over my body face and head and pain sometimes and movement in my stomach. My pupils are black and dialated. Im unable to retain memory. My heart felt like it was being chewed and ripped apart so now i feel nothing emotionally. I just want the holy spirit, nothing more nothing less.

I am glad that you wrote in, because I have some answers for you. Firstly, you write that about a month ago you started doubting Jesus and the Bible. This is a lie from hell. You know, deep down that Jesus is the Son of God, who died for you, to take away your sin, and wants to reconcile you with God. I am sure that you also know that the Bible is the Word of God. If you have any doubts, you only have to do a bit of reading on things such as prophecy fulfilled in the Bible, History and the Bible, and so much more. The WORD OF GOD is 100% real, written for you and me. In it hold the words of eternal life to those who believe it. The devil doesn't want you to believe this, that is why he is trying to get you to doubt it.
Do you remember the first thing that the devil did to the second person on earth, he made her doubt the truth... think about that.

DOUBT YOUR DOUBTS (because they are usually satanic). UNBELIEF is from the devil.

Secondly - yes, it looks like you need God, as does every one. But I just read a couple of really encouraging scriptures...The LORD is nigh unto all them that call upon him, to all that call upon him in truth. He will fulfil the desire of them that fear him: he also will hear their cry, and will save them. Psalm 145:18,19

Why don't you put your name in there and start reading it out loud. The Bible says that faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God. Say out loud, He also will hear my cry and save me.
You write about forgiveness. Don't forget that the Word of God says that If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. 1 John 1:9
Keep seeking God. Pray for guidance. Make a conscious effort to do what is right in Gods eyes and forsake evil. Pray that God helps you to resist temptation and evil.
Pray for the Holy Spirit. Scripture says If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children; how much more shall your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to them that ask him? Luke 11:13
Here is some homework: James 5:15,16

May I encourage you to really turn to God with all of your heart. Our days may be short and we must be ready when Jesus returns. Repent and seek God.
People, if you are reading this, please pray for this person.

Will pray for you.
In the love of God, Alica

Hello, Jesus can set you free, believe His words, Jesus said, "In my name they shall cast out devils" Just do it, don't relent until they are gone! Believe what God says, (sometimes you need to look up the Greek and Hebrew to get the correct interpretation). Gods truth will set you free, when you absolutely believe His it.

Hey. My name is salomon. I'm a beliver. I accepted Jesus as my lord and savior. Like 2 year ago. From that day I was set free. It was amazing. Knowing that you been forgiven of everything that you have done or haven't done yet. Also that you can depend on the only ture Holly GOD! Are Creator of all things. Before I knew the lord my life was disaster. I had a crystal method addiction that if it wasn't for God. That heard my cry, pain. And not wanted to continue living. My girlfriend broke up with me. And left me. Taking with her my two only reason. I wanted to change. My son Manuel, and Matthew. So when God came to my life. He gave me strength and became my reason to live. So I went to a restoration home for a year, three months. So when I left I was doing great. God even made a merrical and got to see my boys. I go to church. I'm a disciple. In church I'm growing. My life isn't the same like it was but 2 month ago I did meth. And I haven't stop. Don't know how. I'm afraid. Because. God had change me. And I went back. Its like the word of God say a dog always returns to his vommit. I also know God. Is with me and won't leave me alone nor forsake me. I was wondering in Google and I believe my Lord. Brought me. Here? If anyone has a comments w
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My 19 year old daughter does not do drugs and never has, but she was involved in witchcraft in college and was doing a séance back in December and she says she saw Angels which are really evil spirits. A pastor received that message from the holy spirit and I asked my daughter and she verified the story was true. She has been in and out of hospitals since then and also is taking medication. She talks to the evil spirits all the time non stop. I watch her have conversations with them. She says she is talking to Angels. She does not function in society at all. She does not work, drive or go to school. If you try to say prayer or read the bible she gets very violent. I have been told that she can't be helped because it would only be putting a band aid on it. I have been dealing with this for 5 months straight. If anyone has any suggestions or insight, please feel free to let me know! Thank you and blessings to you always :)

I have recently experienced a similar situation to what you have just described. I met a young girl, 16 if I remember correctly who also had the similar problems. In this case she would blackout and have fits with her eyes rolling backwards. I tried to help her, but her Mum was not happy and told me never to come back to the house.
It is very good to see that you are aware of the problem, ,as being spiritual. Don't let doctors tell you otherwise. They will put her on medication, which will only pull her further from society and there are many dangerous side effects. Pray that somehow you can get her off these drugs. That is what they are, DRUGS. They do not cure or help the problem. God will have a way that you can get her off these drugs.Your daughter definately can be helped, because Jesus set the captives free. With God ALL things are possible!!!
I will get back to you shortly about how you can help your daughter. Obviously praying for her can do a world of good as God helps you in this situation. May God be with you.

Alicia...thank you for your response. My daughter is finally being taken off her drugs but it is not easy with the withdrawals. I know that this will pass and I always keep my faith in the Lord. Do you have any advice on how my daughter can be helped?

Bless you in advance :)

Hallelujah !!!

Hi my name is adam (roman catholic) and i am 32 I was a cocaine addict and i always associated with friends of the same kind. I one day for no reason decided to read about the topic of hell and what goes on there and what kind of people goes there. I found myself that person, that never cared about god and i started to get scared. I read the passage of the unforgivable sin ( blasphemy against the holy spirit) and i started to tremor my legs were shaking and i pictured the more scared i was the more god was angry at me for being a coward. I kept going to confession every week but felt no relief i thought i was damned. Then one morning i said to jesus im sorry and to not reject me. Then in about 15 minutes the fear started lifting and i felt jesus presense that was making my eyes go red with tears and warmth it felt so beautiful and peaceful and i never expected it. I also felt singing in my soul and me thanking him without stopping that night. However these came to an end and i started having problems with satan this all took place in 2009 btw he would talk to me in a subtle way at night and it would excite me. It felt as if i wanted this to happen every night but i knew it was evil. I slipped away from god and went back to a sinful life. Then in jan 2012 i was walking home through a park and he would direct my eyes on signs indicating something. Hard to explain and i looked at a bench seat an hed for the first time ever felt him sitting there. As i walked past it i felt myself perishing,this weird ghostly flame going through me i panicked and ran and i heard him and demons shouting in my soul. I went into full blown terror and they had me thinking it was my last hour and made it worse i kept reciting hail marys and they were still there. They were haunting me probably 22 hours a day with probaly just 2 hours sleep and they were in my dreams. I thought i was posessed cos they were leading me places only to relise that they were leading me into a trap. They were filling me with all kinds of demonic sensations and hearing frightening voices and sometimes i would hear myself growl but on the inside and it would hurt and terrify me with the feeling it would get worse. Also quite strangely they would give me a desire to talk about the experiance in detail so i told my mum and she just thought i had anxiety. I told the chrises team and they said the same it felt as if satan was putting negative things in there heads to tell me things i dont want to here. I went to the priest and asked for a excorsism and he said hes not authorized to do so. He did not believe me and only made things worse. (Not intensionly). I suffered for 2 months and kept asking jesus to cast them out but it felt as if he didnt care. Sometimes it felt like 1 big joke which was scary. I would wake in the morning with the feeling of like 100 demons racing towards me and then they would slowly back away. I was also thrown out of bed on one occasion. This all lasted for 2 months and things slowly started to get back to normal but i am still scarred from the experiance and dont know why god is not giving me peace anymore and why this happened to me?

Usually, a demonic oppression is a sign of besetting sin. Ask the Holy Spirit to reveal your besetting sins. The revelation He gives you may be things that you thought were small and unimportant, but they mean a lot to God. Pray for deliverance from any besetting sins, and repent as they are revealed to you. Also, demonic influences in the home such as demonic TV/music/internet/media/etc can be openings for demonic entry, as well as cursed or occult objects (horoscopes/witchcraft symbols/etc). Clean your house out of these things. That includes many magazines (many of them feature scantily clad women & men and are practically pornographic). Fill your heart and mind with God, and leave no provision for the devil or the flesh. I hope this helps.